Friday, November 6, 2009

What Does Mottled Looklike

My funeral music list / My funeral music list


ER: (today)



We had sex for me was never intimate.



you: (then)


Wonderful moment. joy. Unchecked. A short
quake.
loved ones. life. give everything for it.

safety and security. Stark and Protect. In the heart much heat.
infinite happiness.
feel that day.
breathing. Feel.
The night is endless.
New. Strange.
give everything for it.

hard and violence.
desire and feeling.
trembles to breathe.
Infinite game.

delay Awakening.
cabinets. Relax.
make the most of it.
touch. Be caught.
give everything for it.

quiet and sensual. Beset
and inhibition.
get the heat.
give everything for the

infinite moment.

fall 2008



Even if the feelings have changed, but it does hurt very much to hear such a thing.
I have loved this man. More than any other before.
things I've done for him, which I will regret it all my life - only in order not to lose him.
I just do things so he's OK. Try to be there for him whenever I can and as best as I can. But I have
just feel that that is all too much, I do not get it thanks. Perhaps

gebe ich zuviel von mir.

English:


He: (today)


Our sex has never been something intimate for me.



She: (then)



...Endless...


Wonderful moment. Happy. checkless.
A short tremble.
Love. Live. Giving everything for it.
Secure and save.
Intense and protected. Lots of warmth in the heart. Eternal luck.

Feeling this day.
Breath. Feel.
The night is eternal.
New. Embarrassing.
Giving everything for it.

Attached and oppressive.
Lust and with feel.
The breath is quaking.
Eternal game.

Defer the awake.
Rest. Relax.
Making the best of it.
Touching. Pick up the courage.
Giving everthing for it.

Silent and sensual.
Thongend and inhibited.
Obtaining the warmth.
Giving everything
For the
Eternal moment.


Fall/Autunmn 2008


Even if the feelings had changed, it hurt so much to hear something like that.
I loved this man. More than every other before.
I did things for him, which I will rue for the rest of my life - just for not loosing him.
I do things today, for making him feel good. As good and as much as I can.
But at the moment I have the feeling taht is much too much, and that I will not get thanked for it.

Maybe I give too much off myself ...